135: I Don’t Wanna

On this episode I discuss updates and changes, doing things you don’t want to do to unexpected results and finding good books and performers. Hope you enjoy and that you are doing well out there. Stay in touch!

134: With Every Beat of My Heart

It’s Valentine’s week — and what better time to talk about a broken heart? Specifically, mine.

After months of trying to figure out why my heart rate was slowing down, I finally learned the real cause wasn’t medication… it was a heart rhythm issue that required a pacemaker.

Yes, I now officially have upgraded bionics.

In this episode, I talk about:

  • Discovering bradycardia and heart rhythm problemsMeeting the third cardiologist who finally listened
  • The decision to get a pacemaker
  • Facing my fear of anesthesia
  • What it feels like to come out the other side

SPOILER ALERT: I didn’t die. Which means I’ll be back next week.

133: Icicle Brain

icicles against the sky

Hi my friends — yes, I’m still alive.

I’ve been working my way through some new medical nonsense, but I finally got this episode finished, and I’m hoping that means I can keep things moving again. In this one, I talk a little about what I’ve been dealing with lately, my renewed appreciation for both new and old writing, and the strange experience of dodging icicles and frozen trees like it’s some sort of low-budget action movie.

I hope you’re doing well out there. Let’s try to meet up again next week.

132: Unstable Genius

ณว, CC BY-SA 3.0 <https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/3.0>, via Wikimedia Commons

Now that those bothersome holidays are over it’s time to get down to the real work of creating podcasts again. And this episode hopefully will give you a new goal for the rest of 2026. Maybe even for the remainder of your life. And who know how long or short that’ll be. Let’s concentrate on right now, okay? Happy New Year, folks.

132: Better Than You

Cartoon panda in a Santa hat

Speeding closer to Christmas and here I am watching Pandas have sex. Is that wrong? Then why are they showing it on my TV?? We’re a couple weeks from Christmas and I’m just not feeling it this year. I’m already planning for next year. I want to talk to you a bit about artist consciousness vs sports consciousness and how those affect out society. Don’t worry, it won’t hurt. See you next week.

131: A Thanksgiving to Not Remember

Hi friends! Hope all is well on this Thanksgiving week. Often the key to being thankful is just learning to navigate through change and come out unscathed. We’re all not that lucky. Hope you are one who is. Now go eat lots of food and I’ll see you next week.

130: Magic Words

Hiya Outfluencers! Welcome to episode 130 of the show. It’s a nice round number and a pretty cool accomplishment. But unfortunately, all I got for you to celebrate is this new episode. It’s circular celebration. Let’s never speak of it again. There are a couple of words that are magic in making interesting things happen. I thought I’d share those words with you this week. I hope it doesn’t get me into trouble. See you next week.

129: Interesting

Welcome back to the podcast my friends! It’s the holidays and we are heading into our third season here at the Outta Toon Podcast. It’s a good time to stop and examine if we are actually living an interesting life. How about you? Is your life interesting? Can it be even more interesting. On this episode I give us all a few tips for taking it to the next level. New shows are on Tuesday now. See you next week!

128: The Bridge – Happy Halloween!

The Bridge Horror Story

Greetings my friends! Welcome back to the show. It’s a little different return than you might expect. I want to celebrate Halloween week with my new spooky short story, “The Bridge.” Hope you like it. Let me know what you think. See you next week!

Stream of Consciousness Writing: Let the Words Run

stream of consciousness writing is like a garden hose

This morning, I unleashed a flood of words on my friend in the Philippines. Paragraphs of random thoughts, dopey ideas, and just pure nonsense. She hasn’t blocked me yet, so guess we’re still friends.

Why do I do this? Mostly because stream-of-consciousness writing is one of my oldest creative habits. It works like a garden hose that hasn’t been open up in years. At first, the water sputters, sprays, and makes a mess. But if you let it flow, it clears. Rust, doubt, overthinking—all of it washes away. And then, suddenly, the words start to run clean, smooth, and creatively thirst quenching, to use a really ridiculous metaphor.

Julia Cameron calls this “morning pages” in The Artist’s Way. Three pages, written by hand, first thing in the morning with no editing or judgment. I sometimes call it clearing the pipe. The goal isn’t polish. It’s movement. Momentum. Discovery. And a little fun.

You don’t need a friend to send it to, although it’s often more fun if someone gets to experience the nonsense too. You don’t need a plan, a theme, or even a coherent sentence. Just open a notebook or a blank document, give yourself permission to write badly, and watch what emerges. Five minutes can clear the rust. Ten minutes can bring clarity you didn’t even know you were looking for.

Late nights and early mornings, those moments of half-wakefulness, they’re perfect for this. The inner critic is weaker, the brain is sloppy, and ideas slip out easier. Messiness is the point. Chaos is the fertilizer for creative growth.

Over time, this practice trains your creative muscle. It builds trust with your own voice. It primes you for the moments when inspiration does show up, so you’re ready to catch it. And sometimes, just sometimes, the words you spill end up being the seed of something bigger.

Want to see what happens when the hose really runs? I expanded on this idea in a full essay on my main blog. Check it out here and see how messy words can lead to clean, surprising clarity.